“My name is Still in Love. I... I'm not worthy of any more introduction...”

hi, and welcome! I'm saskia, and this is my current webpage detailing well... details, about me! more details in ext, but basic info will be listed here. . . also, for a dnf: no bigotry is the main one, also be 16+. I'll block otherwise. I'd also prefer we avoided each other if we share main (bolded) romantic oshi in a yume way, okay?

white - 20↑ - professional lovergirl (she/her) - riako yumejoshi (no share) - chronically ill and unwell, physically & mentally. . .

ext abt
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^ she is so me, ok? ok.

“I like to... keep those things to myself...”

“My name is Still in Love. I... I'm not worthy of any more introduction...”

general interests/faves
digital art, coding, fashion - especially jfashion, otoge + galge, visual novels, classic literature, yuri, jojimuke, hololive/vtubers

media favorites
umamusume, over requiemz, fire emblem, bandori, type moon/nasuverse, reverse1999, path to nowhere, puella magi madoka magica, houseki no kuni, twisted wonderland

music artist faves
phantom siita, the birthday massacre, cocteau twins, PAiDA, itoki hana, kanon wakeshima, the crane wives, etc

home

“I like to... keep those things to myself...”

“My name is Still in Love. I... I'm not worthy of any more introduction...”

oshi & yumeships. . .

romantic oshi

name.	source.	sharing status.
Edelgard ⟡	FE3H	strictly ns
Molly Woodland	overeqz	nonsharing
Chisato Shirasagi	bandori	nonsharing
Anjo Nala	re1999	nonsharing
Nemo/Noah *	FGO	nonsharing
Olga Marie	FGO	very selective
Rutile	HNK	selective
Dante Alighieri	FGO	selective
Edgar Allen Poe	BSD	selective

any beyond the first 6 are purely "ocxcanon" with no feelings attached from me, and likely will be discussed less. they are listed to be transparent.
⟡ = riako (real love) status
ns = nonsharing
* this character has multiple versions in canon. I only yume the version of nemo that shares a saint graph with noah, often referred to in fandom as nemonoah.

platonic/familial oshi

name.	source.	type.
Skully J. Graves	TWST	familial
Mashiro Kurata	bandori	familial/platonic
Smart Falcon	umamusu	familial
Still in Love	umamusu	familial
Flutterpage	re1999	familial
Yuhiru	overeqz	platonic

I don't mind sharing these in the slightest, and generally will hype them with you!

vtuber oshi

name.	company.
Fuwawa Abyssgard	Hololive
Mococo Abyssgard	Hololive
IRyS	Hololive
Unnämed	Indie

just a bonus, for fun! I don't mind if we share these as oshi at all, let's support them together!

“I like to... keep those things to myself...”

at a glance . . .

in this universe. . .
saskia liebesleid (sona) takes the place of a secondary protagonist alongside yuhiru, the canon heroine - although, they couldn't be more different... is this secondary heroine, really telling the truth, is she actually wrongfully accused?

dynamic.
innocent dove, and cold-blooded serial killer... or so it seems? saskia is branded a criminal, just like yuhiru, and, also just like her - seemingly appears wrongfully accused... at first. while her truth may be more bitter than the sweet fairytale she's spun for herself, molly doesn't seem bothered in the slightest; for he can tell saskia does not harbor ill-intentions. whatever she did... it must've been justified, somehow, right? regardless, saskia feels exactly the same - molly's hands may be stained with blood, but they hold hers tightly all the same.... isn't that enough? no matter how harsh things may become, she won't waver. to saskia, it's simply enough to love, and be loved.

dynamic.

innocent dove, and cold-blooded serial killer... or so it seems? saskia is branded a criminal, just like yuhiru, and, also just like her - seemingly appears wrongfully accused... at first. while her truth may be more bitter than the sweet fairytale she's spun for herself, molly doesn't seem bothered in the slightest; for he can tell saskia does not harbor ill-intentions. whatever she did... it must've been justified, somehow, right? regardless, saskia feels exactly the same - molly's hands may be stained with blood, but they hold hers tightly all the same.... isn't that enough? no matter how harsh things may become, she won't waver. to saskia, it's simply enough to love, and be loved.

anniversary date; 09.08.2025
ship name: mollykia
emojis: 🗡️+🥀

"… It’s okay… I will protect you. You are the only one I can save…"

at a glance . . .

in this universe. . .
saskia liebesleid (sona) does not take any standalone character's place here, rather, this is a case of her inserting as a unique entity. she has known chisato since high school in this timeline.

dynamic.
idol, and fan... who's also very well known in the entertainment industry, as a soloist herself. saskia and chisato met during their high school years - around half a year prior to pasupare forming. saskia grew fond of chisato rather quickly, seeing parts of her former - and ill fated - magical girl partner in her. chisato finds saskia endearing, too; she admires that despite her weak will and nature not unlike a fawn, that she always tries to stay true to herself, to be honest and loyal despite it all. so when saskia stops showing up to school due to a mental breakdown one day... chisato takes the initiative, and sets out to contact her dear classmate, her friend, to make sure she's okay. well... several things happen in between those events and now, but to keep things short - that choice is what brought chisato and saskia together, ultimately.

dynamic.

idol, and fan... who's also very well known in the entertainment industry, as a soloist herself. saskia and chisato met during their high school years - around half a year prior to pasupare forming. saskia grew fond of chisato rather quickly, seeing parts of her former - and ill fated - magical girl partner in her. chisato finds saskia endearing, too; she admires that despite her weak will and nature not unlike a fawn, that she always tries to stay true to herself, to be honest and loyal despite it all. so when saskia stops showing up to school due to a mental breakdown one day... chisato takes the initiative, and sets out to contact her dear classmate, her friend, to make sure she's okay. well... several things happen in between those events and now, but to keep things short - that choice is what brought chisato and saskia together, ultimately.

anniversary date; 03.17.2017
ship name: chisakia
emojis: ☕+🥀

"And that's why we have to remember these moments forever. Because they only happen once."

at a glance . . .

in this universe. . .
saskia liebesleid (sona) does not take any standalone character's place here, rather, this is a case of her inserting as a unique entity. a student of the black eagles house - and later on, mage of the adrestian empire.

dynamic.
emperor, and beloved blade... at least, that’s how most would see them on the surface. but that couldn’t be father from the truth; no matter how much saskia may insist she’s just a well-loved weapon to edelgard, said woman views her as a trustworthy ally, a friend... and perhaps, something more? they’ve known each other since their school days, and saskia has always been one of her most steadfast supporters. edelgard is deeply grateful to saskia for her loyalty, and is truthfully, a bit bashful at her reverence of her. to put it simply; edelgard is saskia’s religion, her “light of dawn” - and edelgard won’t allow anyone to break this bond, to hurt her most treasured one.

dynamic.

emperor, and beloved blade... at least, that’s how most would see them on the surface. but that couldn’t be father from the truth; no matter how much saskia may insist she’s just a well-loved weapon to edelgard, said woman views her as a trustworthy ally, a friend... and perhaps, something more? they’ve known each other since their school days, and saskia has always been one of her most steadfast supporters. edelgard is deeply grateful to saskia for her loyalty, and is truthfully, a bit bashful at her reverence of her. to put it simply; edelgard is saskia’s religion, her “light of dawn” - and edelgard won’t allow anyone to break this bond, to hurt her most treasured one.

anniversary date; 07.01.19
ship name: edelkia
emojis: 🦅+🥀

about my love.
I've loved edelgard since July 1st, 2019 - when I first played fe3h for the first time. since then, she's always, always been there for me - always kept her spot of number one in my heart, even when I was unaware of it myself.... I really don't think I'll ever love another character, or person in the same way I love her. she's very special to me, okay? in other words, I'm a riako (in real love) for her, and I don't believe that'll change going forward. to me, she feels like the warmth of the sun, that comforting feeling of basking in it's rays... you could say she's like "home" to me~

about my love.

I've loved edelgard since July 1st, 2019 - when I first played fe3h for the first time. since then, she's always, always been there for me - always kept her spot of number one in my heart, even when I was unaware of it myself.... I really don't think I'll ever love another character, or person in the same way I love her. she's very special to me, okay? in other words, I'm a riako (in real love) for her, and I don't believe that'll change going forward. to me, she feels like the warmth of the sun, that comforting feeling of basking in it's rays... you could say she's like "home" to me~

"Even if our enemies are the gods themselves...we must never lose sight of our goal."

at a glance . . .

in this universe. . .
saskia liebesleid (sona) takes the place of henri lambert, albeit with differing motives, and actions. her overall "place" in the story is the same - she'd be a fan disc character, and overall a mysterious figure for much of the story.

dynamic.
sinner and saint, so to speak. liliana is saskia's religion - or at least something close. she truly does revel in her presence, she's the "holiest thing I know". she doesn't care what it takes - saskia will protect lili, no matter the cost. no matter who her enemy is, she doesn't care. all of italy may turn against her, for all she cares - as long as lili doesn't, she'd be fine with it. lili sees saskia as a dear friend, at least at first - she's always been kind and caring, and she feels saskia has been hurt severely in the past in order to get to this state... in other words, they're a bit like a sacrificial lamb and a wolf-like sheepdog.

dynamic.

sinner and saint, so to speak. liliana is saskia's religion - or at least something close. she truly does revel in her presence, she's the "holiest thing I know". she doesn't care what it takes - saskia will protect lili, no matter the cost. no matter who her enemy is, she doesn't care. all of italy may turn against her, for all she cares - as long as lili doesn't, she'd be fine with it. lili sees saskia as a dear friend, at least at first - she's always been kind and caring, and she feels saskia has been hurt severely in the past in order to get to this state... in other words, they're a bit like a sacrificial lamb and a wolf-like sheepdog.

"Run away? Where should I run to?"